Monday, June 18, 2012

June 18, 2012

Today is my first day blogging and am doing so at the request of my therapist.  Really don't know where to begin.  This is a new journey for me.  The beginning of a new life.  Somewhat scary as I feel like I am a tea bag being "dunked" in and out of hot water.  Oh how I wish things would start to cool down and become a little more calmer.  My first item on the agenda is to start looking for a part time job.  Its hard as my work history has been somewhat sketchy over the past couple of years.  Trying to find my identity again after a 2nd divorce and having to come home to live with my parents again isn't an easy pill to swallow.  But it is what it is.  Sooo. I will take one step at a time always going forward and trying not to look back, knowing one day soon I will be smiling once again.